You said that you don't get on devianart anymore so I doubt you'll read these, but I don't need your validation of this message to move on.
I don't know what I did that was bad enough for you to want to end your existence in my life after 14 years of ups and downs, in your life and mine, but I hope I never do that to anyone else. If it's something I do often I'll probably never keep another friend as long as you were in my life.
You taught me things and I don't hate you. I hate how you never replied. I moved a lot as a child so never got to make any long-term friends. I never had any friend as long as I knew you. You were a major part of my life for a long time. You saw me go through a lot of shit and helped more than you'll ever know, especially if you never read this. I spent a lot of time trying to remember our last conversation because I deleted it out of anger, but ultimately, it doesn't matter you're gone.
I'm moving on.
I was in a dark place for a few weeks there while I tried to find some way to cope, but now I've found art again.
Thanks for leaving.
I guess it was your time to go.
Sucks you'll never see any of the art your absence helped create.
I hope you make friends in your new town. How are your neighbors? Do you know them yet? If you're going to live there for the next 30 years you probably should say hi.
Veeeeeery late Happy Birthday, as usual :D